Too big

Yesterday as we were walking through Wal-Mart I was hit with a huge thought, Mali is about to move out of the toddler/baby section of clothes. I kept pushing the cart past her former size to her new size. Now, I'm not too thrilled about the clothes offered over there. I just am not ready to let go of my little girl. I guess clothing size made me realize she is too big and IS growing up. I really thought I was going to start bawling right there in Wal-Mart. I remember how excited I was when she went from 24 months to 2T, I loved it, so don't think I want to stifle her growing up, but from 3T/4T to x-small? That just doesn't seem possible. However, today as I had a little photo shoot with Mali next to some wisteria, I realized that her new 4T dress that fit for sure 2 weeks ago is getting a little too short for her to wear. I can't believe it happened...overnight!!! Maybe that is why she has been napping. So now I'm anxious to measure her height. Anyway, this is one of those bridges I'm going to have to cross of letting go of my sweet little girl. But in the mean time, we might look at clothes at Children's Place, I'm just not ready for the big girl clothes (and I think they'll fall right off her still tiny waist, x-small or not!:)) On the good side, it looks like she is going to continue to develop a height that will make her the ideal outside hitter in volleyball one day!:) (notice where the hem of her dress is in this picture)



for more pictures from the "photo shoot" click here:
www.flickr.com/photos/briegomez

Results from 4/20/08

Once again, praise to God, my hCG was still negative!!! I say this every time, but I was concerned about it being elevated once again. It may take me the 4 months I have to go just to learn to trust God with my results. I'm definitely a work in progress!!! Thanks for your prayers as always.

Recital time

After last year's experience with Mali's ballet recital, I wasn't sure I would ever willingly participate in one again. But here I find myself, once again preparing for recital. Really the only reason I decided to do it was because the costs were up front (one costume, no other fees for recital, etc.) and I wanted to give AC a chance to redeem my perception of ballet recitals. So far so good, but the craziness has started. Today we got the costumes. They were an outrageous $40, although that seems to the way of ballet costumes, and Mali's "Grammie" graciously paid for her. All of us moms were a little skeptical about what the costumes would look like, especially for costing $40. But, to our surprise, they didn't look too bad and looked even better when all the girls were in costume. We got to stay in the room and watch the girls dance in costume too. It was pretty cute. I'm so proud of my little caboose (side note: in case I haven't mentioned it yet, Mali is the caboose when the girls come on and off stage. We all know which type of child is the caboose. But I've decided to make a big deal of what a special role she has in her recital.) So on to the agenda of the recital. Next Tuesday Mali's class practices on stage at the auditorium at AC and we can watch. The next week we have pictures and the girls need to be in full costume for individual and group pictures. All of which cost $17.50 per picture and come in a cardboard frame!:) Then on May 17th we have the dress rehearsal and May 18th the recital. I am going to be a stage mom for the recital, in hopes that this will help Mali actually go on stage and we can avoid a disaster like last year when Mali did AMAZING at the dress rehearsal but cried and cried for me and wouldn't go on stage during the recital. Also, we can only have 4 tickets per child, a little complicating since everyone lives so close now. So we are going to pray for a good fun time and no 103 degree fevers (like last year) I have to blog about this because I think it is so funny, but I do love the experience for Mali and watching what she learns about practicing and preparation for big events!! And, it is no where near as crazy as last year. I'm also so thankful to not be on bedrest this year and having to prepare for recital, like last year.
Okay so after reading through this, I'm confident that this year HAS to be better than last year by a long shot.

Just a preview of the cuteness that is to come:

What will Mali be when she grows up?

One of the fun things about raising a child is speculating what they will be when they grow up. So this post is devoted to what Mali could be.

A vet?


A golfer or a ballerina?



Her daddy hopes that she will be a left handed golfer (see video):

Matthew 25

Today in bible study, we studied this passage and I had to post it on my blog. This is a parable of the 10 virgins. It made me evaluate my relationship with Jesus and if it is true and real. It also made me think of all the people that I love in my life who I don't want to be caught without their oil, even though they have been invited to the wedding. We are all invited!!!! The "lamps" are symbolic of Christian profession or some sort of church membership/involvement, knowledge of the bible, etc. Some people profess to know Jesus and be "Christians" but do not have a personal, intimate relationship with Jesus and those are the 5 virgins who had everything but their oil (symbolic of the Holy Spirit). They were even excited about the bridegroom (Jesus) coming and called him Lord!! So I just wanted to share this scripture and let these God breathed words be powerful and speak for themselves to each of our hearts as we read them.

"Then the kingdom of heaven will be comparable to ten virgins, who took their lamps and went out to meet the bridegroom. 2 "Five of them were foolish, and five were prudent. 3 "For when the foolish took their lamps, they took no oil with them, 4 but the prudent took oil in flasks along with their lamps. 5 "Now while the bridegroom was delaying, they all got drowsy and began to sleep. 6 "But at midnight there was a shout, `Behold, the bridegroom! Come out to meet him.' 7 "Then all those virgins rose and trimmed their lamps. 8 "The foolish said to the prudent, `Give us some of your oil, for our lamps are going out.' 9 "But the prudent answered, `No, there will not be enough for us and you too; go instead to the dealers and buy some for yourselves.' 10 "And while they were going away to make the purchase, the bridegroom came, and those who were ready went in with him to the wedding feast; and the door was shut. 11 "Later the other virgins also came, saying, `Lord, lord, open up for us.' 12 "But he answered, `Truly I say to you, I do not know you.' 13 "Be on the alert then, for you do not know the day nor the hour.

THE Master's

Eric was able to check off one of his "dreams" this past weekend. He, his dad and his dad's best friend went to Augusta, GA to attend the Master's Golf Tournament at Augusta National. He intends to dictate a blog to me soon, but in the meantime I posted his pictures and his dad's pictures.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/briegomez/sets/72157604445803838/
http://www.masters.org/en_US/index.html

Friendship and dresses

This morning Mali walked up to me with "sad eyes", holding her blanket and asked to cuddle on the couch. I asked her why she was sad, she sniffed, and didn't say anything. About a minute later she said, "you know why I'm sad-ee?" "I'm missing my Zachy and Calyn and Calee and Irelan." It has been about 8 months since we left Zachy and Calyn and she still misses them. But the encouraging news is she's added two new friends. Calee is our bible study friend, but she has a new baby in the family and can't meet up or come over to play (keeping those germs at bay. And we have had Irelan for the past two days. The last day they fought all day, but Mali still wants her. I'm wondering if she is Sanguine. Friends have always been a huge part of my life, so I can sympathize! I've actually felt "sad-ee" as well about missing my friends!
On a happier note, some what. Mali LOVES to wear dresses. That is all she will wear. Today it is 40 degrees out and she still wants a dress. I conceded, but said she had to wear a sweater with the dress. Sometimes I wonder if she is my child!!:) But I love her and I'm so thankful for her, even if she loves dresses and makeup and insists of me blow drying her hair every night because she still sheds her clothes and dives into the sand box and gets really dirty!:)